Hi

I had biopsies yesterday too and feel exactly the same as you.I have hardly slept as my mind keeps wandering to the what if scenarios.I feel sick and cant face food at all. I have 3 children,11,13 and 15 and am trying hard to pretend everything is ok.I guess we have to keep busy and keep positive somehow.xxxx

It's really tricky but fortunately for me I had the run up to 1 December with 4 children (3, 5, 10 &12) to keep me busy. I had initial ultrasound on 18 Nov, biopsies on 22nd Nov, 30 Nov they rang to confirm results were in and my appt would be the following week on 8 Dec which was when it was confirmed that I had grade 3 IDC. I had suspected cancer based on the ultrasound images. 

The rollercoaster of emotions and waiting times is immense and exhausting. Keeping busy was the only thing that worked for me. Every time I was alone in the car on the school run I would get teary as the what if scenarios kept popping into my head. 

I've just had a mastectomy and axillary clearance and now I'm back in the waiting stage to find out what stage my cancer is at based on the number of lymph nodes infected (definitely 1). 

But we are here if you need to rant, rage etc xx

I know exactly how you feel, I had a biopsy done last week and it is all I can think about and I am just terrified about the results and I'm not sure how I will even receive my results.

Sending positive vibes

hi.I have an appointment at the clinic for the results.Havnt they told you how youre getting yours?

Its hard to focus on anything else isnt it?

xxxxx

No they haven't, it was done in gynae assessment which is just two rooms at the side of a ward where they refer you from a&e if you go in that way. It's the worst thing ever waiting on the results I am so up and down :( xx

Dou you think results will be next week?Have they given you any idea at all?I feel constantly sick.Trying to watch tv to give me a distraction.I know what you mean feeling up and down.xxxx

how are you feeling today?

xxxx

I'm sorry that they've not told you when you'll get your results. I'm going in at 9am Tuesday. I hope you hear soon xx

Hi, I'm just feeling weird. I'm now so certain that it will be nothing that I'm worried how I'll feel if it's not because I just can't envision that scenario now. Does that make sense? I'm trying to just be realistic and think it's 50/50 but my head can't actually go down the bad route. How are you doing? When will you hear? Xx

No they haven't - I've written to pals to try and get some clarification. I got a call today for the hysteroscopy I've been waiting for since December and that's next Friday and I imagine my biopsy results will be in by then xx