I found out on June 3rd that I have stage 4 lung cancer which has metasized to the right adrenal glad, stomach, and bone :-( EMERGENCY radiothreapy in July as bone cancer showed it was 2cm away from hitting spinal cord, I had repeatley gone back to my GP at the beginning of the year as I was suffering from excruaiting shoulder pain, I was palmed off and told it was in my head... Long strory short I went into a walk in clinic at the end of May and they suspected gallstones, How my life CHANGED on the 3rd of June... I started chemo on the 9th August to be told after 2 cycles it wasn't working and CT scan has now shown 3 small nodules on liver, I'm now on a new type of chemo Doctaxorel, I've had 2 cycles one more this Thurs and will be re - scanned, I'm absouletey dreading the results... But I'm a FIGHTER!!! The last couple of days I've had real bad fluid building up in my legs and face, been feeling quite breathless too... Some days in my head I don't even feel like there's anything wrong with me...this is one *** of a disease and I feel lost at times...Sorry if I'm having a rant.. Xx
