Sorry I never told you my age. I'm 42 next week. Just got my letter in the post now from my initial examination at the breast clinic. The person who physically examined me has indicated a size. 6cm x 5cm. I have dense breast tissue so my breasts are always quite lumpy but I cant tell you if i didn't look at just assumed it was just my normal...I dont remember. I will keep telling them re pains, thank you. I can tell my husband thinks it's all in my head!. Same here, no history of it in the family, never smoked, did drink but not much these days, diet was a bit rubbish. I feel that I can deal with cancer but what I cant deal with is being told I have x years to live. 

Oh bless you that's very scarey seeing that on paper ! You poor thing ! Let's hope when they do the mri they might find it's smaller as they might be feeling the Breast tissue around it too ? Freaks you out doesn't it ! Now you have that letter but have to wait till consultant apt next week as they need the mri results to be sure ? I am so sorry you now have to wait ! I was told on my birthday in November last year that the cancer had not spread ..... so let's hope there is bettter news for you on your birthday ! Maybe make sure he sees the letter then !! It's not in your head ! It's the way our minds play tricks ... we always hurt the one we love.  I want to scream at mine sometimes ..... ' do u realise I had cancer ' but that's because I am so angry because I have it ! 

How are you feeling today ? Thinking of you and happy to chat things over anytime . 

Hi. Not much better than yesterday but thank you for asking. Just waiting for Monday and Thursday really. They scheduled the surgeon appointment around the MRI on monday. 

Hi - if you want to talk I am hear ! Hope mri goes ok and roll on Thursday for some Answers . 

Hi .... hope it went ok today . If you want to talk anything through I am here .