Just need a little pick me up I guess. Got diagnosed with bc about 70mm lump in right breast oestrogen positive her2 negative spread into lymph nodes so just awaiting appointment for ct scan. Again it’s the waiting - wveryblittle ache pain I’ve put it down to it spread to bone or liver or lung etc. In myself physically I feel fine and part of me thinks how can I have cancer if I feel so normal  but if it’s spread to other areas how will I cope knowing that they possibly can’t treat me x just feeling low today