Hi
Friday night and sitting in alone, rather than crying and getting upset I thought I would try find someone to talk to in the hope I can shake off this silly feeling of being 'sorry for myself'. I recently (8 weeks ago) under wnet surgery for a cyst on my ovary, during surgery the cyst was traced to my large bowel where 15cms (not big amount I know) was cut out. 9/35 was my diagnoises ... that being 9 were cancerous. Ended up with total hysterectomy as well. The oncologist suggested I should haave adjuvant chemo, which I started on Wednesday.... so far so good with side affects but not kidding myself that I won't get some symtomns as the drug builds up in my system. I am on 8 courses over a 6 month period, using intravenous then tablets at home. I am a very positive person normally but starting to feel this waiing. My surgical team are very happy with the results and believe I am a very lucky lady, so why do I feel unluccky. I am sorry I know there are many beautiful people out there in worse positions so don't mean to sound selfish
