Hi Everyone, I finished treatment in May 23 for HER2 + Breast cancer. I was supposed to carry on with Herceptin injections every 3 weeks for a year but unfortunately these have had to stop, as it was affecting my heart. Now they are trying me with a new tablet for 3 years (designed for osteoporosis) along with calcium tabs. Everyone says how strong and brave I've been, but as fellow sufferers you know that's not the case. When i was undergoing treatment I was busy with appointments, or sleeping and generally feeling miserable. Now its all over I was initially very happy and couldn't stop smiling when I rang 'the bell'. But now its sinking in what I went through and I have a great fear now of the cancer returning. I wake up with a feeling of dread in my stomach and now I'm back to work its difficult to confidently do tasks I used to sail through. I am already on anti depressants so I don't want to increase those. Is there anyone out there who is feeling the same, do I need counselling or just to talk it through with people like this forum?