Had an awful year last year and things were looking up, onc told me things had been looking good so go live my life as things were under control, so booked a months holiday to florid a as a treat for my 50th, then got poorly again, need to start chemo on 11th Feb for 6 treatments this will finish 14 days before we meet to fly, was wondering if anyone has an opinion, I feel confused as I want to go but my insurance will not insure me as soon after chemo, I need something to look forward too.