Yes you will, look forward to them. What meds do you mean?

take care and speak soon.

lots of love and kisses Shelly.xxx

For your cemo that docet something 

Paclitaxel i think that's what it's called. I get it on the 23rd of this month.xxx

Hi shelly hope you slept well and had a good breakfast sorry I couldn't get round to cook it for you today keeping my eyes on Bella she seems brighter this morning I wasn't sure if she wasn't bleeding last night bit worrying, sorry getting away from main subject you my darling hope pain is easier today, hope Peter is looking after you properly remember you need pampering a lot now or just plain spoiling rotten, lots of love and kisses XXX... Billy xxx 

Hi Billy, it's ok Peter done my breakfast, thanks anyway. That's good she's seems a bit brighter but hope she's ok.  Pain is still the same, docs been he thinks it's an infection or because of the ascites pushing on my lungs it could be a collapsed lung, he told me to do breathing exercises. Peter always looks after me, he does spoil me. Thanks for being concerned . How are you all doing? Thinking of you all.

Lots of love and kisses Shelly.xxxx

Hi shelly aok sorry you're still struggling with whatever it is makes me wonder if it's anything to do with the stent you had in,, hope you're feeling better soon I'm still waiting to give you a lovely hug and cuddle, oh well have to be loved and lost but plenty of kisses, XXX... Billy xxx 

Hi Billy, pain feels a bit better today, but think the ascites is starting again. Stomachs already getting bigger and uncomfortable. Anyway enough of me moaning how are you all doing. Been up to anything exciting. I'm away for the weekend, going to see dirty dancing, the show, then Ed Sheeran day after, can't wait. Speak soon, lots of love and kisses Shelly.xxx

Woodnt call it exciting did weekly shop normally takes about an hour, Bella's walker took her out she was supprised Bella was running about till half an hour out then had to carry her back she'd over done it shows she's not right, good job she wasn't an alsation,, she slept for couple of hours then, so normal day, hope you don't have problems with ascites again especially with holidays coming up, love... Billy xxx XXX 

Hi Billy, I hate shopping. Aw poor Bella, yes good job she'd of been dragging her home lol. I know I'm going to keep getting it, it's definitely starting again, they said next time they might put a permanent drain in. Good news, got my scan results and 2 tumours in the liver have shrunk, no change to my bone and a bit of reduction in the omental layer but can't see too much on scan. We think onc has took me of the last chemo too quick. She was going on the markers and stopped it before seeing the scan results. Idiot.

Anyway speak soon Billy. Lots of love Shelly.xxx

Glad you've had some good news even if some idiot got it wrong,, that's trouble some of these (specialists) arnt very good,, i remember when I'd had my addisons for about two years my specialist retired, went to see new one he ask when I had my 24 hour blood test I hadn't had one he told me should have had one within first six months to get my medication right no wonder I wasn't feeling well,,... Best wishes. Love and kisses XXX.... Billy