My Incurable cancer

I have been on this site a few times over this month. I am still struggling with an OCD issue that I suffer from when I get anxiety and guess what I am thinking about is still how long have I got. My husband and I went to the Boxing Day sales yesterday and seen this all singing and dancing mattress and we may buy it but what is in my head is it worth having a new mattress and so expensive cos time may be limited for me. I have a few months ago seen a psychologist at my local hospital . I would like to ask a moderator is it worth me getting in touch again after all this time to discuss how I feel Cos I have a feeling that all this ocd May affect my physical well being and me bloods will be all wrong and me scan might show worse.things on the 5th Jan .Just need some guidance Sorry for being a pain but don t like to bother my family as everybody getting on with their lives. Thanks for reading this

  • Mattress due 22nd but yes feel best I felt in the last 2 month. Thank you for answering me Annieliz. You and everybody on this site have been so helpful x

  • Hi my friends here I am again.Well the radiologist report was waiting for me. I got the thumbs up again . My oncologist says this treatment is keeping things at bay so no significant changes. The relief was enormous and I live to fight on.Back on the chemo tablets today after three week break as had a chemo holiday and dental treatment last week . Mentally I am getting help though a psychologist at the hospital and feeling better in myself. I want to thank you all for listening to me on this site especially Annieliz. Oh Me mattress is due next Monday so good sleeps coming very soon . Many thanks to you all xxx

  • Excellent news; so pleased.  Good on you for getting things together so well.

    It is so pleasing when something we have said helps somebody.  We of course are the same fallible human beings as everyone else and I personally wonder if I would cope anything like as well as the people I talk to if I was in their situation.  So thanks to you.

    You know there are always people here who want to help and chat.  Please come back if you ever have a wobble or just want to talk about something.

    You made the right decision about the mattress!