Hi, I was diagnosed with T4 N1 M1 anal cell squamous cell carcinoma with paraaortic, illac and inguinal lymph node involvement, basically anal cancer that has spread, 2 years ago, I've been on different chemos for two years, I'm not new to cancer , my sister passed away from cancer of the brain when she was 27, and my partner of 25 years passed away in 2019 of lung cancer, my son is my rock and my grandchild keeps me going too. I have a amazing family, and friends too. I had my scan results one day ago, my oncologist told me my cancer has grown, I have no more chemotherapy options left, as none of them are doing any good unfortunately, I was told I had 3 options, drug trials and immunotherapy, my 3rd option was enjoy your family and my quality of life, I wanted to hear there's this chemo an that chemo, so I have opted for drugs trials, just waiting on that. I'm an extremely positive person which keeps me going through all this, this is the hardest thing I've ever done, but I'm fighting it all the Way, it's the only way. To everyone out there who is going through this horrible thing all I can say is stay positive stay strong and don't let the *** beat you down, you'll lose a couple of battles but you'll win the war my dad said, love to you all xxxxx
