Im waiting on breast biopsy results, i get them on monday, the waiting is just dreadful, sometimes your gut feeling tells you what you know but this time i just dont know! Anyone feel or felt the same?
Thank you Lisa for your support and sharing your personal experience with your Mum. I was saddened to hear that, but pleased it did get resolved. I'm feeling very fragile today, another headache, I know it's the stress. Love n hugs Mickey xx ️ ️
Thanks Karen for your lovely message. As I just said to Lisa, I'm having a rollercoaster dip today, it will pass.
I'm so glad that you have a great night out planned tonight, just what you need and oh yes, it would be amazing to throw that post surgery bra - go for it xx ️ ️Love n hugs Mickey xx
Hi there, Just to echo what everyone else has said really - the waiting is intense and so I'm really pleased you only have to wait til Tuesday, it will soon be here. Try and do something that relaxes you this weekend to help time pass positively for you. Hugs Mickey x
Yes the choice of a white or pink bra god he will be so turned on eh haha the rollercoaster dip is rubbish ive had plenty of them this week, last night i had a few violet gins and had the 80s on oh to be 17,18 again not a worry in the world eh! Its an expetience we wont forget thats for sure, something you think will ever happen to yourself just dreadful,;since the op on monday the dressing ive to keep on till i see the surgeon for the follow up on the 30th, the blood and bruising i hate looking at it,
be good for us all to meet up where ever we are, you are girls I'll never forget! Everyones stories are different but similar but we all feel the same, family and friends are supportive but only you girls know how each of us feel, and its a feeling you can't describe to anyone outwith our little group, its a low sinking feeling some days that you can't shake, very isolating at times, its in the back of your mind all the time, just want to wake up one morning and not have that black cloud feeling i pray on the 30th that he says no cancerous cells and no more surgery, nearly out of the woods but not quite, but I'll agree with all the girls the waiting is the worst part but we get through it, the strength comes from somewhere
Thanks mickey. I hope you don't mind but I had a read through your posts, I think your lump is in the same place as mine? Lower outer quadrant? Have you had your surgery yet? Good luck if tou havent. Thinking of all you ladies. This forum is amazing xx
Hi there, I don't mind you asking anything that's what it's all about for me, talking about the journey and trying to support others through theirs. Yes my lump is on my right breast under the nipple towards the outer right of the breast. Since I had the marker put it, it's been difficult to wear a bra because it catches on it. When I was shown the lump (and separate areas of DCIS') on the mammogram, I was surprised that the lump looked higher up than it feels, but still in same area. No, I'm still waiting a surgery date, I had numerous delays because after the core biopsies on the lump, they wanted to do the stereotactic biopsies under mammogram on the microcalcifications so that they could verify the extent of the dcis' s. From my point of view, it's made no difference to what I knew would have to happen anyway, but it has meant that I'm still waiting for my surgery date. I'm glad the forum is helping you and not long til Tuesday xx hope that helps, hugs Mickey xx ️
Thanks mickey, yes that's exactly the same with the position of my lump. Both the breast surgeon and radiologist expressed concern but obviously won't comment until the pathology results are in. In my gut I feel it's cancer but on the positive it's been detected whist still very small. My mum was diagnosed at the same age as me and passed away 10 years later which is why I'm anxious I suppose xx I'm going out for dinner and lots of alcohol this evening so hopefully will sleep better xxx
