THANKYOU EVERYONE for talking with me when my head was sooo muddled - not to say it's normaly sane! haha !

 I saw the doc yesterday..NSCLC; (favours adenocarcinoma) T2 N1 M0. I am now waiting to see surgeon at Harefield. I can't have VATs because they need to do a frozen section on my lymph node :(  

YES..I am talking about surgery. I decided just today, about an hour ago :D

Sooo...I am NOT going to the seminar. I don't need to get muddled up again, or unsure.

(I would love to do some natural cures, but I'm messing with my life. My doc said cancer would double in three months. Not enough time.)

So, tomorrow instead of going to the seminar..and weather permitting..I am going for a walk down the canal with my son (I went for a 6 hour impromtu walk with my daughter on Sunday and it was lovely)

then we are going to treat ourselves to a "Wagamama's"!!! and watch a funny film - at least my son says it's funny :grin:

I am also going to a lung cancer  support group next Tuesday; 

So once again THANKYOU and :love: to all:love:!

We behind you all the way!!!! This is how we fight this ***.  I know it could not have been an easy decision.

big virtual hugs and enjoy wagamamas

JB xxx

Thanks JB; How's your feet now? x

They ok it's mainly the mornings after I've slept and if I sit long periods of time.  Lack of sun doesn't help and I'm supposed to do weights which I will get round to doing.  But I can't complain it's a nusience than anything else.  Thanks for asking

JB

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