AND I LOST MY MUM TO CANCER 18 YRS AGO AS WELL BRINGINGING IT ALL BACK

HELLO THERE WHAT NURSES ARE U ON ABOUT

PLZ

I HAVE 7 KIDS 28 GRANDCHILDREN IVE TOLD 6 CHILDREN HIDEING IT AND LYEING TO ONE BECAUSE HE HAS HIS OWN ISSUES AND IM A CARER TO HIM I HAVE A SISTER AND A BROTHER I AINT TOLD DONT NO IF IM MEANT TO I FEEL EMBARESSED AS I  HAVENT BEEN DIRECTLY TOLD NOR IN DIRECTLY TOLD I JUST NO WHAT IVE SEEN AND GOTTA HOPE FOR THE BEST AND VERY SCARED

AND TRYING TO WALK AROUND AND ACT NORMAL LIKE NOTHINGS HAPPENING AND THERES ARGUMENTS AND ALSORTS GOING ON I DUNNO

I JUST BEEN LEFT I GOT NO SURRPORT NOTHING WHATS SO EVER AND THE WAITING GAME IS AWFULL I GOT BUTTERFLIES EVERY THING I DONT NO WHAT TO DO FOR  THE BEST SO NOW I HAVE SHUT EVERY ONE OUT AND DEALING WITH IT ON MY OWN CANT DO RITE FROM WRONG

I FEEL HURT UPSET ANGRY BITTER WITH WHAT I DONT NO AM I MEANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS BUT TO BE HONEST I EXSPECTED A BIT MORE SURRPORT AND FEEL VERY ALONE

THANKS TO ANY ONE WHO IS LISTENING

Hi

The nurses Moderator Lucie mentioned are on the Cancer Chat forum and can be phoned mon to fri 9-5 on 0808 800 4040 free from UK landlines. I am not surprised  you are at sixes and sevens with so many tests and waiting for results can be very anxious time.  Using the forum to offload and seek support can be very useful.  Do hope you have some clearer information soon. Regards Jules54