I’m feeling confused

Before writing this post I must explain that I’m very close to the end of my life, I’m experiencing Confusion and Brain fog on top on that I’m dyslexic. I was chatting to someone from here we were chatting away from the forum on a different platform. We messaged a lot .he had lost someone. He was talking to about what the end was like . Telling me about the costs of the funeral . Plot , church , the cross for the grave , sharing pictures of the celebration of life card . I was feeling upset for him , I was trying my best to give some Comfort. I was also scared because I know that will be me soon. Someone will be sorting out stuff for me , he told me that I had to stop being negative to except it because what else can I do . He told me his work is done with me he can go help someone else and I can move on . That upset me, there was a day that I sent  he three long messages. I was trying to bring me some Comfort ,I have to talk into my phone because of my spelling. I got out of breath . I’m struggling with that now . He never replied. He started ignoring me and has taken me off the private message friends on here . Am I being stupid to be upset. If it was the other way around I wouldn’t stop chatting with someone who was close to passing if they wanted to chat with me