Not looking at weeks now

They said that we are not looking at weeks now you know that. I think I did know really I feel sad, scared , relieved , excited to see my mum and my daughter . no more pain 

  • Absolutely that’s now my mum explained it to me as a kid . So was not scared of dying she said because she was going home to her dad xx 

  • Lol me too . The person I was talking to from here we was texting each other. It turned out he was from where I lived when I was a kid . He walked around the town and took pictures for  me of places I remembered xx

  • That's lovely and very comforting isn't it Clare?  Anyway mate, my stomach is growling like an angry Lion.......time for me to eat!  It has been wonderful talking to you, and I am looking forward to having a good old natter with you in the next life, see you tomorrow Clare for more conversation, take care mate, it really is lovely to speak with you, xx

  • It’s lovely to talk to you. Too . I don’t know how many more tomorrow I have as I’m not eating now xx

  • One more thing Clare, before I go off to eat........your friend on here didn't distance himself because he doesn't care......he did it because he DOES care, xx

  • I think that you will definitely be here tomorrow Clare, look forward to talking with you........bye for now, God bless,  Eileen, xx

  • Yes i think that too . We said that we would of been great friends or maybe more . It made me sad xx 

  • God bless you too Eileen . Oh my little girl is Called Darcy Grace . You will meet her xx 

  • Hello Eileen I’m writing this at 2.30 in the morning so you see it as you wake up. I Wanted to tell you a couple of things . First thing I asked on here today if they could help change my username and a lovely lady did it for me. It’s what my mum called me . I didn’t want you to think it wasn’t me. Also I’ve made a lovely friend on here . She said that she has read some of our posts to each other and that you are lovely . She would love to chat with you. I explained that we have a little chat early in the morning . She wasn’t sure when she would find you available. Hollie and I chat on private message . I have explained you were Unsure how to use it . We both found it hard to work when we both added each other . It was hard to find the little Orange Notification bit you get . I said to Hollie just Pop a message on one of the posts we were chatting on . Say hello to you. I said I’m sure you would chat back Hope you are ok . Talk in a few hours xx 

  • I thought of something I wanted to tell you both . Eileen and Hollie, I know you both believe in the next life.so thought I would write it on here. Since I’ve been ill , I’ve had readings from two different people. They both said a lot of things but one thing they both said was that a man with a HGV lorry was saying hello, he was very tall, well at 5ft everyone is very tall to me. Lol I knew who he was. He is my old friends older brother by a lot of years . See her mum was his dads Second marriage , the dad was 23 years older than the mum . Her brother Eddie had a son two years older than us . I had known Eddie from when I was 9 years old.. me and the friend Drifted apart in our 20s . I didn’t see them after that. I didn’t know that Eddie had passed. This was 2 years ago. I did some looking on Facebook and he had passed the end of the year before.,I remember when I was 16 or 17 . I was in the town centre with my mum . Eddie use to drive mini buses. I saw the mini bus pull up , he run at me , picked me up kissed me on the Cheek put me back down and ran back to his mini bus . I never understood why he didn’t that . He use to take me and the friend food shopping for her mum sometimes. He was a lovable Rogue well known locally . I felt safe with him . Like he was some kind of bodyguard lol . That brought me some Comfort knowing that he still remembers me. So I know he will look out for me ,the HGV lorry driving he did when he was younger I guess he knew I would remember him by that because they had a picture of him next to his lorry on the cabinet in my friends house. I was thinking about him today thought I would tell you both xx