I keep crying I don’t have any one to talk to , each day I keep waking up and thinking why have I woke up I want it to be over now. The first few minutes when I wake up I forgot because I feel ok then it hits me that no it’s not ok .
I know how you feel. I have not told my family about my breast cancer yet.
I do know that crying drains you mentally and physically so I have reduced my emotions and feel more in control to process everything.
You don’t mention what type of cancer you have or whether you have been given a cancer nurse to support you.
Once I knew my treatment plan, I entered the dates on my calendar and felt prepared to start the journey. I have now had 2 of my 6 chemotherapy cycles and yes it is not pleasant but I ask myself what other choices do I have and the answer is none, so I face each day which are good and bad and look towards the end of my calendar to my final cycle.
