I have been diagnosed with Invasive breast. cancer, which had already spread to my lymph nodes, It is very difficult for me, I am now feeling that so many weeks have passed without any further treatment, I worry it is back,

I am due to start Chemotherapy on the 18th of September, but I had to persuade my Oncologist to at least try the treatment, he was not happy for me to have any Chemotherapy, Is my outlook bleak? I am fighting for my wellbeing, for my life back, for my soul, My wellbeing has played a very big role, in my attitude to my diagnosis, I have to stay positive I have to remain calm, I have to be strong for my family who means a great deal to me I realise that my will to survive has to be greater than any treatment, smile when you are sad, or scared, or troubled, look towards your future, with hope, God Willing,