I lost my husband 2 weeks ago , I just can't accept he's gone we were together every single day for 10 years and we were
still in love . We were so compatible we  never hardly argued , he was my life we had a son who is only 4 and has autism, my husband was so protective of him , I don't know how I am going to live without him i feel like I'm in a black hole and all I want is him , he had  cancer but the hospital really let him down they  failed to tell us any thing was suspicious although I found out a few days ago the report they sent my GP was a lot more detailed and stated he had suspicious legion in his colon , he had a colonoscopy in November and they couldn't complete it , was meant to call him back and didn't , we assumed they wasn't concerned as he never had symptoms, by February he had to have surgery as the tumor had caused a blockage and he died a few weeks later as the surgery was too much for him as he had COPD , I'm so angry at the hospital on top of everything else I just want him back I don't want to live without him