Hi, I'm finding life a little difficult at the moment, my darling wife died in hospital in January we had been married for 40 years. The cancer had been a long journey 16 months of fighting this horrible disease from having stomach pegs fitted twice as the wrong size was inserted through to multiple endoscopy tests and Chimo. My daughter and myself were with her in hospital for the last 18 hours off her life and witnesed her very trumatic death. After 2 months i miss her dreadfully and her last moments are everyday on my brain, crying is an everyday thing and i feel we have a double whammy as the restrictions due to the Coronavirus mean i don't see anyone. My daughter her husband and my 2 grand daughters live 40 miles away so we only talk over the phone. I do hope life may get better after the restrictions are lifted i will always love my darling wife and hopefully i can remember the good times we had at sometime in the future rather the continues grief i'm suffering at the moment.
x
