Hi all, lost my husband to aggressive lung cancer 3 weeks ago and finding it so so hard. He was diagnosed back in March had 4 rounds of chemo which he responded so well to the Dr said it was ‘behaving’ in August, although at the time found that he had secondary brain mets, so were awaiting ct & mri scans which nobody seemed in a rush for. Anyway, in the meantime my hubby had pain in his back that became unbearable and was advised to go into hospital to get pain under control only to die 10 days later... I am so devastated and although our 2 children aged 23 & 26 and my mother been great I’m finding it hard to cope thinking I’ll never see him again and miss his cwtched and being part of a couple, and feel I have a long road ahead of me and need to feel okay being on my own... anyway I’m probably babbling so I apologise, just wanted to introduce myself and if anyone’s gone through a similar experience realise I’m not on my own.

sorry should have mentioned he also had secondary’s in liver, chest nodes and back bone ... all of which was under control in August 

many thanks x any response would be much appreciated