fathers day Sunday and dreading it

im dreading Sunday, i know its only another day .. but on days like this i would be with my dad ... im struggling with things now and just would love one more convo with him, just to chat about life and silly things we would talk about ... he died in Dec and i miss him more than ever, they say times and healer but for me the more time moves on the less numb i get so the more its hurting

will this ever end or am i going to feel so sad and lost forever 

 

L x 

  • thank you .. yesterday was crap ... terrible but i just hid away and pretended it was just a normal sunday ... lifes so cruel and cancer is cruel too 

    i just think life moves on and people walk past and i want to shout lifes moving on and it shouldnt ive lost my parents ... everything should stop ... but it doesnt 

    being at work helps tho