Lost my Dad

Hello everyone. Im Rachel and I was guided in this direction because my father died 6 weeks ago. We were told it was cirrhosis of the liver and if he made some lifestyle choices he'd be ok. After looking after him for 8 months he just got progressively worse, living with ascites and fluid on the lungs etc. He was in and out of hospital but the last time he went in he had an infection. A week later we were told he had cancer in the liver, chest and adrenals and within five days he was dead. My boyfriend's Dad only died 8 months ago due to cancer also. This last year has been so tough.