My wife is dying

Hi my beautiful baby girl is die with cancer,  its 2.38 am in the morning as I sit beside her witching her sleeping and dreaming knowing at anytime it will be her last dream, she's only 45 and I'm 54 and we had dreams to fulfil, we wanted to retire on the Isle of Wight where I was born and many more dreams but now it's all gone and I'm heartbroken, it's so hard watching my beautiful wife my soul mate suffering, she is such a strong lady much stronger then i am, I always called her my Angel in disguise because she guided my through life but now she really will be my Guardian Angel