my husband was diagnosed with prostate cancer this time last year. I had urged him to have psa test as he had two brothers with this cancer. And my younger brother was diagnosed stage 4.The psa test came back low and I felt such relief and also a little guilty. To be on the safe side they said lets do a scan because of the family history. And there it was.
To say I was gutted would be an understatement, when people said stay positive be strong, I wanted to scream. There are plenty of us that understand exactly how you feel.Xx
My daughter passed her driving test today, my husband said you can have my car and we'll get another. I told him he was insensitive to me. He got the strop and went to bed. I've just had a discussion with him about how I feel, he's worried but he said I'm pushing him away.
I'm not I'm being realistic about everything, I'm scared and not in control. He cuddles me but I feel empty and I haven't even got a diagnosis yet. I don't want Monday to come but I do! I'm glad I'm able to express how I feel on here. Night time is the worse time x
