Does anyone else feel overwhelmed by keeping caring for your loved one ?

Its been over a year since diagnosis with prognosis of 12, months 

Lots of ups and downs during that time 

Im finding it hard to be 'on duty' all the time for hubby the longer we travel this path.

Always feel on high alert for next crisis and spills into other stuff

Own health not great which doesnt help.

 this cancer business is truly cruel for our loved ones and b.....rubbish for us who love em. Hubby now experiencing lots of pain which is making life very difficult for him

The secondaries are getting worse 

its hard to watch and I just keep going into another room to cry 

I feel so angry at the cancer 

Phew its rubbish

Wishing everyone the strength to continue their fights 

RB