In Bournemouth x

Oops this was meant for Terasa :D

Hi how are you today? 

xx

Lovely to talk to you. Missing Pete a lot today. Have my daughter with me for the weekend. X

I’m so glad you have your daughter with you for the weekend. You will be able to share some memories, cry and hopefully laugh together. 

Enjoy your weekend 

xxxx

On what a lovely place to live, especially if there is a bit of surfing to be done, my hubby and son are very keen surfers.

i am glad you are having a better day.

I met up with my husbands consultants on Wednesday to discuss his treatment, somethings kept going round in my head. They were great answered all my questions but I have been exhausted since, a lot to process!

i have tried playing my mindfulness meditation sessions but nothing is helping with the lack of sleep. 

Karen x

Karen I met with Danny’s oncologist 2 weeks ago to ask questions as well. It did help. 

My sleeplessness is dreadful! It is 3am right now and I am still awake! I’m going to put my meditation on again! 

Danny loved the beach and our son surfs most days 

xx

Get to sleep !! 

Speak to to your Dr if you have trouble sleeping regularly as this can make depression worse. I am now under the Dr every 2 weeks as I have felt suicidal at times. Not that I would ever be brave enough to do anything about it. 

We lived in Kingscross in Sydney for a while, Paul used to catch the train to Bondi in his wetsuit and board after work. . He was never happier if he was surfing or snowboarding or cycling. I am so much the opposite to him. Not sporty at all. It should of been me who got sick, as I have had everything going and Paul not a days sickness in his life .

life is so unfair x

I know just how unbearable the loss you are feeling is.

My dad died last summer 2018 from liver cancer and then a month later my husband was diagnosed with liver cancer 

I couldn’t believe it was happening all over again as I was still grieving for my dad who was 87 but my husband was only 52 when he passed away on3/8/19.

I know I’ll never get over this because they were both taken from me in the space of one year. I feel like I’ve been knocked for 6

and my life will never be the same. I don’t want to move on without him but life still goes on for my daughters and 

I. Being strong for them now is my focus which isn’t easy 

because they’re still at school and I m solely responsible for them now.

im scared for the future without my husbands support.

A living nightmare for all of us 

Hope you stay strong 

xx