Missing my husband

how do I survive without my darling???? Danny was only 59 with primary liver cancer, to which there was no reason for him to have.no hepatitis, no cirrhosis , no alcohol abuse  no nothing. Just unlucky. 

My beautiful tall strong handsome man was ravaged by this awful disease. Fought like hell for 3 long years. On the 9th August 2019 he died. I still can’t comprehend that he is gone. Even though I am sleeping with his ashes !

how do I do life without him???